The Real Deal

For years women have taken bits

and scraps and formed

them into quilts

to keep others

warm. Today a package arrived –

a quilt sent by

a much loved friend

whose politics

I do not share. I am warmed by

the quilt she made

of honest friendship

openly shared.

                                                     JDG

 

Zen Wisdom

When in a fog of impatience,

fury or fatigue,

my step falters,

my balance fails

and I fall fitfully, the words

of Dogen soothe

the sharp sting. “You

get up where you

fall down. It’s where you fall that you

establish your

practice.” I then

begin again.

                                            JDG

Eureka

A strange dream of being pregnant

at seventy,

the second child

due only twelve

months after the first. At a time

when endings have

been my waking

focus, why this

defiant shift of emphasis?

Am I being

told there’s life in

the old girl yet?

                                              JDG

Retrothinking

How many times must I look back

and think, “What was

I thinking?” You’d

think by now I

would have learned the power of fore-

thinking, but it’s

in afterthought

that I excel.

When what’s been said can’t be unsaid

and what’s been done

can’t be undone,

then, I start thinking.

                                                                        JDG

Wild Ways

When harsh winds tear through, when even

the sturdiest

trees uproot or

break, where do birds

go for refuge? Where do the squirrels

hide? How is it

when the storm has 

passed, they emerge

full of song and wild leaps while

I stay huddled

in the uncertain

shelter of my mind?

                                                                        JDG

 

Sometimes My Mind

Sometimes my mind flies all around

just looking for

a place to land.

It can only

spend a little time in spacious

air before it

tries to ground

itself in the

hefty weight of words. Sometimes though,

through practice or

through accident,

it slips words’ knots

and is set free.

                                                                 JDG

Untried And True

I helped myself to self-help books,

and most have gone

unread. Even

the lure of lasting

change in three easy steps or less

lost its appeal

before step two

when I realized

there was stuff I actually had

to do.  I  learned

I  much prefer

fantasy instead.

                                             JDG

 

A Distant Shore

I can’t say I’m ruminating

when I sit washed

in green, nor am

I talking to

another, present or unseen.

I simply sit,

wordless, watching

as sunlight ebbs

and flows among the trees, fashioning

a gentle wave

that takes me to

a distant shore.

                                                       JDG

Daddy

Today as I sit in my small house,

I remember

you who once seemed

so large. Widowed

at thirty, you chose to raise, as

 best you could, the

three of us on

dogs, daffodils,

and democrats, thus leaving us

a legacy

of loyalty,

beauty, equity.

                                                  JDG

Grace At Kroger’s

After seventy years filled with

lots of fussing

when things did not

go as I thought

they should, I had a moment of

unexpected

grace at Kroger’s

when they had to

empty my bags and begin again.

I simply said

and truly meant,

“It’s not your fault.”

Those years of mindfulness paid off

and I did not

add to suffering-

mine or theirs.

                                                  JDG